Tuesday

So, I did really well the first day, but then on Monday, I started feeling run down. My throat was raw and all I wanted to do was drink OJ... I normally hate OJ but drink it when I am either pregnant or sick.. I am definitely not pregnant! Anyway, I drank OJ for a couple days just to keep from getting sick. It worked! But I was drinking nothing but sugar! BAD~ By today, I was feeling better. So, I am back to sticking to my life style change. I ate nothing but WW meals.. which to me isn't the best.. but between getting the kids ready for school, going to work, and then having class until 9:30 p.m. it seems like everything is done quickly. Tomorrow, I plan to make a home made lunch. Tomorrow is a calmer day. I get to go to the gym on Wednesdays... I love when I go to the gym. I get to work out and study all at once.. talk about killing two birds with one stone.. plus it keeps me from being at the house picking at food. Yes, I am totally pathetic. I need to go to eater's anonymous. I see the meetings when I watch the Sitcom Mike and Molly..  OK, well I am exhausted and having fatty food withdrawals.. Hey, does anyone want to be my sponsor? In other words, if I am tempted to eat a piece of cake, can I call on you to talk me out of it 8)

 

Good night

It's time to change my lifestyle

I eat because I hate myself and I hate myself because I eat. Ever since I started college, my weight has always been a struggle. My entire family was overweight and all have them have joined WW and lost all this weight and I am the last of the family to be extremely overweight.  I have tried multiple diets and taken off the weight only to gain the weight back and then some.. I make excuses for why I have gained the weight, whether it be stress from losing my job, or stress from the kids, stress from school, too many BBQ's over the summer.. the reality is, I can always make up another excuse.. honestly, who am I really fooling.  So, I have decided to put it out there, my weight, my fat butt, everything.. For anyone who struggles with their weight and needs any type of support, I am here. Feel free to follow my story.

Today is Saturday, November 27th. My husband took the following pics of me. Now, I am wearing black which is supposed to be the most flattering.. so basically, these pics compliment my frame LOL.

So, I am 222 pounds, the heaviest I have ever been when not pregnant.

Today, I went to the gym. I watched all my friends eat McDonalds, while I came home and had some fruit.

So, this it.. the beginning of my journey. Feel free to follow my road to becoming the Biggest Loser!

-J